THE PAST IS MEETING HIM OUT OF THE FUTURE

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Thanks to Jack for the help formatting my new template!
This seems to be such a strange time of transition and limbo in multiple parts of my life. 4 weeks into the quarter I am still waiting for my first client to appear at internship. I felt entirely ready 4 weeks ago, but each day brings with it an increase in anxiety -- will I remember my skills? Will anyone show up? Will I make my hours for the quarter? Am I really ready?

And being engaged means planning for a future which is still appears hazy and undefined, and clarity is dependent on so many factors outside of my present control.

And then there's the election...For the time being I will refrain from adding my rant to the chorus.

2 Comments:

MM said...

ssssss, got your phone msg last night. I've got lots of work to do on my telephone skills -- you know that I'm terrible about answering and returning calls, but second, the time difference this is also fucking me up. I teach so early, and am so exhausted all the time that I go to sleep way early these days. Pathetic, no? I'll be in touch though -- was great just hearing your voice. xxoo

7:17 AM

 
MM said...

ssssss, got your phone msg last night. I've got lots of work to do on my telephone skills -- you know that I'm terrible about answering and returning calls, but second, the time difference this is also fucking me up. I teach so early, and am so exhausted all the time that I go to sleep way early these days. Pathetic, no? I'll be in touch though -- was great just hearing your voice. xxoo

7:17 AM

 

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